Taking stuff from locker

What a heavy lifting day trying to bring stuff from our locker by myself....

Best Sushi ever

DEAL AT ICEBOAT...

GOOOOOD!!!!!! This job is driving me crazy....

I have done everything right....

The client is giving me shit every single second thru text and phone and tells me i do this for living... treating me like a piece of crap..... while even my broker manager is laughing and saying that I did everything right,...
I was just doing these clients a favor to get them the keys today....T

The listing agent is lying and playing with me.....and is not giving me the key,,..




FINALLY I CLOSED ITTTTT :)

Baby I am so proud of you

I really am....

I am so proud of you for your achievement on 2015...

May the coming years also discover your potential...and I hope god gives you more and more every day academically, personally and financially...

Thanks for making me so happy tonight!!! I was very depressed  but not anymore... 

I have an energy to appreciate my life and our life and have the aim to make it better

I'm very happy tonight...

If the world be a little more patient with me, i promise that I will make it a successful life this time :)

Be patient, just slightly little more. Give me another month and I will rock it :) 

TRUST ME...

BELIEVE IN ME

and I'll make it ...

I AM SO HAPPY TONIGHT🙆

Make it Right!!!

I just want to tell the world that I will do anything to make this life right...

Worth it or not? I don't know.. We are all bound to it and it's not optional....

I don't say that this this life is precious but you have no choice!

Probably, this life from birth started wrong for me. I don't know why my soul chose to re-birth. Whatever the reason is, I have to make it right.... THOUGH!!!!NOT INTERESTED

I'll try untill NO REASON why

Good night Toronto. You all sleep well. I will try to live with every vein in my body until I can't!!!

Sleep well Toronto...

Love you again

Sunken sitting places

Good bye

You are the most cruel person that I have ever seen in my life. 

After everything that I did for you. 

After all the kindness....

Of course, we should leave each other's life... With pleasure...

Good bye...

I love you....

Tonight after so long!!! I realized the meaning of a healthier life. ...

My pishi has exams and i am going to watch a movie with Nazila at her place. 

Pishi.... Out of everyone in this vaaaast world, I want you to know that no one more than me wants to see you happy and successful...

I will do my very best to make that happen. You deserve every beatof it. 

I hope you grow sooooooo llng and enjoy your life soooooooooooo soooooo very much looking back. 

Despite what you might think of yourself, you are the most handsome man that I have ever seen in my life and I really feeel it from the buttom of my heart now, that I am so blessed with your existance. I hope you feel the same way. 

Please write for me sometimes. Let's make this life the extraordinary wiered one that we always seeeked. 

Love you and good luck on your exam. You will have my prayers behind your ears rvery single moment.

May this occasion does not allow us to celebrate it physically, lets respect this and love each other as we have been given the courtesy of love in this life. 

Boooos. Dooset daram

Coffeee, morning, brain storming

I am so looking forward to change my brokerage to KW and start my career professionally and with committment. Just came to to have a coffeee this morning beside our beloved building and lake. 

It's a peaceful passionate day

My hear key chain

Pishi bought this for me in Niagara Falls 2 years ago. Now it's time to say goodbye to it since its chain is broken. 

I am taking a pic of it as a memory because i really loved it. 

Happy birthday to me being so unfortunate

10:30 pm friday night after a week full of work stress and fight with him, sitting home and eating my dinner alone and about to sleep alone in few minutes. 

He will probably be back around 11 or 11:30. (By the time that i am sleeping). 

See you tomorrow afternoon my so called imaginary kind husband. Happy birthday i guess

Mishka, i hear you

Mishka azizam I miss you so much. I miss hugging your small silk furry body so much now. I wanna hold you so tight now. I miss you pouring your hair all over my clothes. 

Wherever your beautiful innocent soul is now, I know you wanted to feel your mommy now. Just know that your mommy is right here with you whenever you call her. 

I just felt you and pls know that always always a fraction of my heart and solul belongs to you. You made me a better person with your beautiful eyes and demanding, craving need for care. I will always care for you wherever and whenever you need me. Pls help me and your daddy too. We count on your blessing little baby girl. I love you and i miss you and I will always miss you. 

Don't worry. Those birds's soul couldn't replace you. But if you like me, pray that a pet does because sometimes it's so hard to believe that you are gone mommy. 

Love you. Sleep tight and please find a good family to devote your soul into your new life. I celebrate your life then. Make mommyhappy cause I took a good care of you :) 

 You wanted to talk to me now. I know. Pray for us whenever you think of us. 

Hectic job and not rewarding at all today :(

I have worked my ass off on preparing and understanding this last minute notice of how to deal CP. 

It sounds like, the more you work, the more people start expecting and not appreciating. 

I am so tired. It's 1:41 PM. I haven't had the chance to even go to the washroom whilr everybody are at break. I can say 99.99% are at break. 

Their daughter called me and told me to cover for her. 

She always does that. 

This job is fucking hectic and unfair

Unsafe and scared

How lonely and unprotected I feel these days. 

Work, my personal life and my future. All wrapped around me and pushing me. It feels as if I am suffocating now. I drink green tea right after the next one, so that I don't burst in tears. 

Even my husband thinks that i am unreasonable, spoiled, not a working material, and not ready to get challenged. He doesn't even feel what I feel anymore. That's ok. I keep getting dead end roads but the worst one is when you talk to the closest person to you, and he doesn't give you that comfort. He wants to but I guess he can't. So I won't blame him. 

It's me who is hurt badly. If according to him, i am that unfit to work environment, then i have no more plan except work. So i better die really. 

Nothing to care for. Not a small creature to care for or who needs me. Thank god whoever that is in my life is fully capable and doesn't need me to survive. 

Anyway! I guess i'll stop talking. Back to my loneliness

:( mercedes

Shit. They want me to negtiate with the biggest car industry in the world. There is a lot of story behind it. 

They just want me to jump into it. I dont have enough information and this marketing manager is too lazy to sit and familiariize me. 

God help me :( 

It's not fair :(

My body is full of sweat and freezing cold. 

I am about to cry today. 

Why couldn't just born rich?

TOMORROW!! My first of work. TONIGHT! A/X watch gift from pishi

Daddy just got me this gorgeous watch for the start of my work at I.N.K.A.S. 

I loveeee it. 

I was having this laundry going on in my stomach. After getting this watch it looks like that it's gone ;) lol

Tomorrow's my first day of work after forever. Being excited and a little uncomfortable. But well, every change brings anxiety and requires adjustment and new vision. Let's cheer to that

Just fed squirrels in the park

Was cleaning the house when i saw the sunshine just half an hr ago. Jumped in the car and took a huge bag of bread and food and took it to the park in front of our condo at Fleet. 

Fed Squirrels and god it feels amazing :) 

They are sooooo cuteeeeer

Celebrating my job offer tonight :)

What a memorable night. Wowwww

We celebrated my work tonight anf we diiiiid it wow i feel so good

Now it's time dor papa johns pizza philly steak :)