Mishka, i hear you

Mishka azizam I miss you so much. I miss hugging your small silk furry body so much now. I wanna hold you so tight now. I miss you pouring your hair all over my clothes. 

Wherever your beautiful innocent soul is now, I know you wanted to feel your mommy now. Just know that your mommy is right here with you whenever you call her. 

I just felt you and pls know that always always a fraction of my heart and solul belongs to you. You made me a better person with your beautiful eyes and demanding, craving need for care. I will always care for you wherever and whenever you need me. Pls help me and your daddy too. We count on your blessing little baby girl. I love you and i miss you and I will always miss you. 

Don't worry. Those birds's soul couldn't replace you. But if you like me, pray that a pet does because sometimes it's so hard to believe that you are gone mommy. 

Love you. Sleep tight and please find a good family to devote your soul into your new life. I celebrate your life then. Make mommyhappy cause I took a good care of you :) 

 You wanted to talk to me now. I know. Pray for us whenever you think of us.