Good bye

You are the most cruel person that I have ever seen in my life. 

After everything that I did for you. 

After all the kindness....

Of course, we should leave each other's life... With pleasure...

Good bye...

I love you....

Tonight after so long!!! I realized the meaning of a healthier life. ...

My pishi has exams and i am going to watch a movie with Nazila at her place. 

Pishi.... Out of everyone in this vaaaast world, I want you to know that no one more than me wants to see you happy and successful...

I will do my very best to make that happen. You deserve every beatof it. 

I hope you grow sooooooo llng and enjoy your life soooooooooooo soooooo very much looking back. 

Despite what you might think of yourself, you are the most handsome man that I have ever seen in my life and I really feeel it from the buttom of my heart now, that I am so blessed with your existance. I hope you feel the same way. 

Please write for me sometimes. Let's make this life the extraordinary wiered one that we always seeeked. 

Love you and good luck on your exam. You will have my prayers behind your ears rvery single moment.

May this occasion does not allow us to celebrate it physically, lets respect this and love each other as we have been given the courtesy of love in this life. 

Boooos. Dooset daram

Coffeee, morning, brain storming

I am so looking forward to change my brokerage to KW and start my career professionally and with committment. Just came to to have a coffeee this morning beside our beloved building and lake. 

It's a peaceful passionate day

My hear key chain

Pishi bought this for me in Niagara Falls 2 years ago. Now it's time to say goodbye to it since its chain is broken. 

I am taking a pic of it as a memory because i really loved it. 

Happy birthday to me being so unfortunate

10:30 pm friday night after a week full of work stress and fight with him, sitting home and eating my dinner alone and about to sleep alone in few minutes. 

He will probably be back around 11 or 11:30. (By the time that i am sleeping). 

See you tomorrow afternoon my so called imaginary kind husband. Happy birthday i guess

Mishka, i hear you

Mishka azizam I miss you so much. I miss hugging your small silk furry body so much now. I wanna hold you so tight now. I miss you pouring your hair all over my clothes. 

Wherever your beautiful innocent soul is now, I know you wanted to feel your mommy now. Just know that your mommy is right here with you whenever you call her. 

I just felt you and pls know that always always a fraction of my heart and solul belongs to you. You made me a better person with your beautiful eyes and demanding, craving need for care. I will always care for you wherever and whenever you need me. Pls help me and your daddy too. We count on your blessing little baby girl. I love you and i miss you and I will always miss you. 

Don't worry. Those birds's soul couldn't replace you. But if you like me, pray that a pet does because sometimes it's so hard to believe that you are gone mommy. 

Love you. Sleep tight and please find a good family to devote your soul into your new life. I celebrate your life then. Make mommyhappy cause I took a good care of you :) 

 You wanted to talk to me now. I know. Pray for us whenever you think of us. 

Hectic job and not rewarding at all today :(

I have worked my ass off on preparing and understanding this last minute notice of how to deal CP. 

It sounds like, the more you work, the more people start expecting and not appreciating. 

I am so tired. It's 1:41 PM. I haven't had the chance to even go to the washroom whilr everybody are at break. I can say 99.99% are at break. 

Their daughter called me and told me to cover for her. 

She always does that. 

This job is fucking hectic and unfair