My christmas tree one night before heading to Cuba

My root canal teeth, just fell off ;)

Done with fall semester

Everythibg goes straight to the garbage lol.

4 exams in less than 24 hours

Khodaya che ghadr khabam miad. It's 5:25 AM. I just got out of the shower. This is gonna be my 3rd exam in the past less than 24 hours.
I have been staying at my paraents since Sunday.
This exam period ia brutal. I'll never forget that...
My first exam of the day starts at 8:30 AM. Don't know much even though i attended all the classes, i didn't get a chance to study for either of my exams today.

Well...it is what it is. Cannot do any better

BHS assignments due in three week

I just had my midterms done ine day ago and here are my new assignments. And before midterms I handed in about 7.
13 more assignments to go minues final lol

I will never forget this friday

I will never forget this friday evening. 2 more assignments due in 2 days. Have been sick for the past week. Haven't been anything any weekends except arguing on Saturdays and being on my own on cloudy rainy Sundays. Spending all weekends on 11th floor. In the past one month and a half, 2 nights out at his mom, 1 night at my parents, one time eating outside and one time 2 hrs movie theatres.

This morning, I was not wrong when I woke up with that heavy weight in my heart and tears in my eyes. It's 8 nights straight that I sleep by myself. And few days before that I slept 4-5 nights by myself because he was sick.

Today.... what can I say about today? That heavy weight, those cries, the sad home that I was sitting in, his call and he is sick again. I ment it when I said i am going to sleep and wake up early. It was around 6pm when i said that. He said he has washed his face with cold water and he is running in the streets. And I said I will not be home when you get home. He said that is not important. I packed my backpack, few clothes and got out.

God knows I have no energy down. I am breaking down in pieces. My heart is broken, my soul is broken, my body is so tired. Hod help me.
Somebody help me please...
Please...
Pleaseee...

I can't help it anymore. Hal bade. Az hame chiz dige daram mitarsam. I am very scared.
Teflaki delam... dige halam bad shod. The last bit of hope and enegy that ai had was killed just half hr ago. Hod help me.. please... i am begging you. I don't have anybody to rely on in this life...
Nobody....
Khodaya kasio nadashtam bahash darde del konam. Khodet midooni.. midooni kasio nadaram😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Tanam nemikeshe dava konam. Tanam nemikeshe gerye konam. Tanam tanhast

Our new bedset

Finally after two weeks of living like a maniac, arguing with the company that we ordered bed and begging them to deliver the bedset, today evening they are bringing our leather bedset.

We ordered one storage bed that was full of scratch and once we put the mattress on it, it looked even more rediculous. Yhey agreed to take it back and we ordered a new one which is from Mazon Lorenzi design. Cannot wait for tonight that I will organize our home and finally can start getting ready for my 2 weeks vacation in cuba and mexico.

My hubby is the kindest, most generous, and the most loving husband that I could ever ask for. Specially recently we are on very good terms and we love eachother more than ever after 10 years of being together.
Love you eshgham.