My flue

Worst flue of my life

It's almost 5 days that i am struggling with this viral infection. It's 3 days that I am staying at my parents since as usual sal.... is not there to help me at all. 

My dad took me to doctor yesterday, bought medication, juice, fruit and everything and my mom was taking care of me. And sal.... Just came at nights, said hi, spent may be not even more than 10 minutes with me and went on to take care of his own business which is as usual is study or work. 

I know that my heart really got broken this time. I needed him mentally. Even if he would spend an hr with me. But NO HE DID NOT

Anyway! I dont think i can scrub this scar from my heart ever. This marriage or whatever you call it, is not anything comforting or reliable that I turn my face into. :(

God! Pls help me get better before my team leader comes back from US.  This is what is left for me. Everything else, are changing in front of me and my eyes

Waiting waiting and waiting

I am waiting for Taza's response. It's been a long wait. I hope I get the position. I really need it. 

I have to wait one more week. 

God, please! You know I am capable of working for them. Let me explore my potentials this time. Please don't hold me back anymore. Please!

Quote from my novel "Destiny"

I was reading my Novel "destiny" and a guy in the story punched a coward colleague on the face. He said a sentence that i enjoyed it. I didn't want to forget it. Hence, I'm gonna write it here for future references ;) lol...

" the pleasure was cheap at the price"

And he thought the guy was a piece of shut ;) so use it correctly lol

2nd pic of my first SABZEH 2014

A week has passed and this is the progression of my first SABZEH. My babies are growing healthy :)

Transferring to a new company after barely two months :)

Today I had a meeting with Taza. 

I think it's a new start and I am very happy about it. 

Wow, cheers to new start, leads and a very busy work life and MONEYYYYY

I THINK MONEY PROBLEM IS SOLVED. 

just call k.w. and requested a meeting with my team leader tomorrow to ask for immediate transfer. 

God it feels good !!!

My first SABZEH for rid

Yeeeeeey this is the first SABZEH that i am making for soften 7sin. 

Yeeeeeeeey

I'm sooooo excited

I gave life to something. Hoooooraaaaaaaa

Don't know anymore

Life is not in the right place...

Nor my job, neither my personal life...

I don't see my partner anyyyymoreeee

I don't know.

Did I sign up for this?

Hope his time with me does not go on this way... I really hope... I don't know