Just Be: 2016

Friday, 16 December 2016

My christmas tree one night before heading to Cuba

My root canal teeth, just fell off ;)

Wednesday, 14 December 2016

Done with fall semester

Everythibg goes straight to the garbage lol.

Khodaya che ghadr khabam miad. It's 5:25 AM. I just got out of the shower. This is gonna be my 3rd exam in the past less than 24 hours.
I have been staying at my paraents since Sunday.
This exam period ia brutal. I'll never forget that...
My first exam of the day starts at 8:30 AM. Don't know much even though i attended all the classes, i didn't get a chance to study for either of my exams today.

Well...it is what it is. Cannot do any better

Wednesday, 9 November 2016

BHS assignments due in three week

I just had my midterms done ine day ago and here are my new assignments. And before midterms I handed in about 7.
13 more assignments to go minues final lol

Friday, 14 October 2016

I will never forget this friday

I will never forget this friday evening. 2 more assignments due in 2 days. Have been sick for the past week. Haven't been anything any weekends except arguing on Saturdays and being on my own on cloudy rainy Sundays. Spending all weekends on 11th floor. In the past one month and a half, 2 nights out at his mom, 1 night at my parents, one time eating outside and one time 2 hrs movie theatres.

This morning, I was not wrong when I woke up with that heavy weight in my heart and tears in my eyes. It's 8 nights straight that I sleep by myself. And few days before that I slept 4-5 nights by myself because he was sick.

Today.... what can I say about today? That heavy weight, those cries, the sad home that I was sitting in, his call and he is sick again. I ment it when I said i am going to sleep and wake up early. It was around 6pm when i said that. He said he has washed his face with cold water and he is running in the streets. And I said I will not be home when you get home. He said that is not important. I packed my backpack, few clothes and got out.

God knows I have no energy down. I am breaking down in pieces. My heart is broken, my soul is broken, my body is so tired. Hod help me.
Somebody help me please...
Please...
Pleaseee...

I can't help it anymore. Hal bade. Az hame chiz dige daram mitarsam. I am very scared.
Teflaki delam... dige halam bad shod. The last bit of hope and enegy that ai had was killed just half hr ago. Hod help me.. please... i am begging you. I don't have anybody to rely on in this life...
Nobody....
Khodaya kasio nadashtam bahash darde del konam. Khodet midooni.. midooni kasio nadaram😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Tanam nemikeshe dava konam. Tanam nemikeshe gerye konam. Tanam tanhast

Wednesday, 17 August 2016

Our new bedset

Finally after two weeks of living like a maniac, arguing with the company that we ordered bed and begging them to deliver the bedset, today evening they are bringing our leather bedset.

We ordered one storage bed that was full of scratch and once we put the mattress on it, it looked even more rediculous. Yhey agreed to take it back and we ordered a new one which is from Mazon Lorenzi design. Cannot wait for tonight that I will organize our home and finally can start getting ready for my 2 weeks vacation in cuba and mexico.

My hubby is the kindest, most generous, and the most loving husband that I could ever ask for. Specially recently we are on very good terms and we love eachother more than ever after 10 years of being together.
Love you eshgham.

Thursday, 21 July 2016

Beakfast in bed

Just because..... ;)

Monday, 4 July 2016

Lark Rise To Candleford

Today is the 1st day that I am officially not for for The Re... Estate..Off...
I have a lot to do before my school starts on september. I'm sure the next two months will be my only time till a ling time that I will have the flexibility to use my time however I want to.
I owe it to myself and if I don't do all the things that I want to, I'm sure I'll regret it till I get retired😉

So on top of the important things that I have to take care of and getting ready for the skill assessment test that ai have on Thursday, U'm going to start this series.☺

Monday, 18 April 2016

We sl3pt from 7pm Sunday to next day

For the first time in our lives, we slept at 7 pm sunday night till next morning. (Albeit after having a beryani dinner from Sizzler Kebob lol.)

And we woke up still tired and sleepy lol

Tuesday, 29 March 2016

Best salad with mint :)

Mint
Lettuce
Cucamber
Tomato
Lemon juice
Olive oil
Feta cheese (optional)

Yeeeey...

Along with my chicken

Waitibg for pishi to get home from immuno therapy vaccination for our little lion who is so lazy sleeping in den ;)

Tuesday, 8 March 2016

Cheers to the start of a healthy life :)

Thursday, 18 February 2016

This will also pass...

How would my world be if someone as passionate....
Sense of humor....

Whatever
Doesn't matter anymore

Wednesday, 17 February 2016

Mamoosh surgery...

My baby is in the hospital now. They are going to operate her around noon.

God knows how restlessness I am and will be today..

Love you Mamoosham. Your daddy and I love you so much my little lion

Daste khoda o doctoret sepordamet emrooz koochoolooye ghashangemoon

Wednesday, 10 February 2016

My way of fixing a pillow...

Thursday, 4 February 2016

Finished this nicel in 2 days....

Very eye opening.
Never read anything about North Korea it absorbed every vein of my attention.
I am really lucky and happy that I've read this book.

Will watch more documentaries and will read more about this hedious country and their si called selfish Dear Leader

Wednesday, 3 February 2016

Money or Knowledge?!!!!!

Best Admission Ever :)

My Usual Morning Coffee @ Fleet

My lazy Mamoosh

My most beautiful Pjama

Thanks pishi joonam

Tuesday, 26 January 2016

Dentist today

I went to my dentist today. And I had my lower teeth fixed and 2 needles to make my gums senseless which ended up being in that mode for few hrs.
I didn't know that I can't feel anything. I had chicken and salad and kept chewing my inner lips with food.

It was only after hrs that I realized this has happened to my mouth