I wanted to say that despite all the hardship and stupid serious arguements that we had for the past little while, i love you to death. I only feel safe when you are around me or at least when we are under the same sky.
Few minutes ago, I felt that there is laundry in my stomach. I feel a little worried.i can't call it worriness exactly but I feel something that affected my body. I feel a little numb and dizzy. Things that happened with the asswhole family of my dad. And everyone.
I know I dont have to be but I feel heartbroken. Anyway.
I have a beautiful handsome husband and life. I now know what this is. Things inside my home and between me and pishi are so good now that I am afraid may be it's a dream. It's not right?
Nothing and no one can separate us and nothing can ever happens that makes us leave each other. Mage na?
Only I know that sometimes I have an episode of panic attack. It paralyzes me. It's been a while since i experienced it. I am lying on the sofa now and keep breathing so that I can feel normal again.
Baby I am going to miss you and our house. Can't wait to come back to you😕
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