Then I called my mom and she brought up the fact that if i dont talk with my so called dad, it will take longer and we may never talk and i said i dont care.
Then she started saying that it doesn't look good infront of my pishi and mom. And i told her it's your responsibilty. And when then I realized that I am being blamed for everyyyyyyyyything even for my brother wanting to leave them. Then i sweared to my dad as she didn't even give a shit about how o feel. Long story short, I realized that they don't even give a rat's ass to me, my well being and my emotions AS USUAL.
Today I realized that I won't even give a crap to them anymore. They ruined my whole life. The best years of my life and whenever I gain that confodence to move on with my life, they jump in and fuck it up.
However I think, i can't find any good explanation of why these ass holes should be offended so fuck them for good.
I will never trust them as I never did until few years ago. Even in the past few years, they were the ones who I was always ashamed of.
Let me live my life and don't even bring up any arguement with me as I don't even think about you guys any more. I will throw you both out of my life in a black garbage bag and please you do the same with me.
I sweared at my dad and I don't even care if you tell him what I said. I won't even pick up my phone if he calls soon as I know that they want me lose and will make me cry.
Fair Well
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