I don't understand. 

Wish i was never born :((((

Her 1st 24hrs in toronto

Last night pishi's mom arrived and it is always the same story of ignorance and game with her. Though i got a little affected last night, today i started my day with a new mindset. 

Last night, pishim gave me his kindness and cuddles and love. What more could i possibly want in this world? A man full if love and kindness beside me which god has given to me and for that, i am always grateful. 

Todays' mindset will bring my beatiful family a long everlasting peace ( which no human being deserves it more than my handsome pishi):

I am glad to learn the lesson and i adjusted myself sooner than i thought. ;)

She called today and the first word after me sayong "hello", she said your voice sound better today. And i realized right away that she wants to make me defensive and bring a kid out of me who either starts explaing or paniced. But i stoped talking and said no i don't see any change and how was ur flight. 

Then i was walking and there was a sound of street and i couldn't hear what she said and i answered, i am so sorry i coulfn't hear what you said, i am walking and it might be tge reception, then she thickened her voice very sharp and repeated it word by word slowly" goftam delam barat tang shode" and very nicely i said oh mersiiiiii hala emshab mibinmetoon o khosh migzare. 

None of it even was a cincern for me at all. I am just keeping a diary 

This was brought from Mexico- puerto vallarta 2 years ago which was finished this weekend. 

Just thought to keep it as a memory since we don't have enough space to keep all our bottles ;)

Unlike yesterday, I don't want to get out of bed. It's now 10:10 AM. 

Thank god mishka's here otherwise i would continue sleeping. She is hungry and she is whisling :)

Anyway, i wanted to go to gym but i wanna leave it for the evening so that at least i know my evening won't be like yesterday. 

I don't have much energy to study. But I am happy that I am all by myself and will try to help myself to gain back some energy. 

And for future refrence, i spent a very sad and ugly evening at home with sal....

Arguement but a long one. And as usual it started with a third party

Anyways!

Hope i can study at least 1 chapter today chon engar tooye maghzam bad karde. 

I will go to gym around 5:30 or 6 PMfelan

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#2 september 16th @ 8:16 pm

- another arguement. Another night

- i will ignore the fact that I had such an amazing day and i did everything possible to make tonight a cozy night. I washed all vegetables, cleaned kitchen and living room and i put aside bread for birds so we can go and feed them

But I guess I am stupid. 

I should have known better that when it comes to her, i worth nothing

Today started with a new vision and a plan of different life style. 

I woke and went to 11th floor. Burned 260 calories on Tredmill, took a shower, had a healthy breakfast and cane to the lounge and started studying :)

I am sitting and studying now. 

All these agreements and clauses in the book sound very confusing and i m thinking one day i will know them all by a blink of eye. 

This pic is reminder to the future days about how amateur i was in real estate when i just started. ;) 

In few yrs i will rock it :D

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