My dad and the lessons that i learned today

I just learned today that without exception everyone except ur life partner put their wishes in their first priority before u and ur well being even ur parents. 

1- only learn to care about urself and ur partner first, and only when this was satisfied, then start wasting or willingibgly spend ur time and energy for others including ur parents. Leran to be kind to ur self and the small family that is being built and that's the only thing that matters

- today i realized that everyone wanna win the game of this life or worse they even play games with u to satisfy their needs

2- doori va doosti and in this case about ur dad

- whenever u get close, he may not respect the time and ur kind heart. It is going to be me who gets hurt the most. He wasted our whole day trying to micro manage our sunday. And i can feel that he doesn not mind at all. He is sleeeping without thinking about the consequences of his actions that may negatively affect me emotionally and timely. 

- i was really mad and i left my keys as i just wanted to get out of that place. 

* doori o doosti 

- so u both can respect and maintain the good relationship

- va msintaining a big roo dar vaysi. 

* he doesn't mind that i become annnoyed. Don't forget this so don't provide this opportunity. And if it happened , walk out with no care as u should only care and be kind to urself and ur partner

* be a little selfish and not selfless

I will think more about it in the sauna and try to organize ur thought.

Don't feel bad for people when they call u at a wrong time. Think about urself. 

Just wrote this to not to forget that he has these tendencies. Don't get that much affected. 

On regular basis , he appears very emotional but don't forget in realiy, usually he cares about himself and put himself in the first priority. ( he never skips ymca on saturdays )