Tuesday, 21 August 2018

Failed eval. At MH today so unfairly

It was such an emotional day. I failed my integrity eval at MH sooooooo unfairly. I was not trained properly and I am given one month of full time hrs and after that goes to 0 hrs as CPT.

Pishi was so supportive tonight and I realized that there are other jobs that are better in every other day.

However, it's still so upsetting, sad and unfair. I'll never forget this day and the amount of emotional ups and downs that I went through.

My ST also was ashamed and told me that it's on her too.

That fucking asshole Salo.. fucking bitch girl also ignored me for the thousandth time.

Happy to get rid of this unhealthy sick work place with its asshole co-workers but I am really sad that it went this way not because of my performance and committment but because of wrong training.

Friday, 10 August 2018

My old small coin bag.

Thanks for being the companion of my purses and bag packs in the past 6-7 yrs😘😘

Monday, 2 July 2018

Canada Day Long Weekend. Not the best¡¡¡¡

I wish only at least one day you'd realize how comitted I was to this relationship if everything goes wrong and we followed separate pathways.
I waited, waited and waited for so many hrs to just only spend a normal hr with you on a weekend to feel that I am alive and I have a husband.
It's Canada day long weekend, 9pm and I am almost begging for a normal life.

A lot of words unsaid....
So many whispers, so many nights, so many loving intimate body contacts and eternal unity has been missed...

Only If I was 35 yrs old when I met you, would I ever choose this life?

Friday, 15 June 2018

Sunday, 10 June 2018

A heart breaking weekend.

It's Sunday night and I am setting my alarm for work at 5AM. It's been a very hard rocky road in my relationship with my partner. Not sure where this emotional turmoil will take me but surely there is an  a happily ever after or an end to any rd.

Fingers crossed. Tired and haven't rested much. But work is work.

Good night Toronto....