Just fed squirrels in the park

Was cleaning the house when i saw the sunshine just half an hr ago. Jumped in the car and took a huge bag of bread and food and took it to the park in front of our condo at Fleet. 

Fed Squirrels and god it feels amazing :) 

They are sooooo cuteeeeer

Celebrating my job offer tonight :)

What a memorable night. Wowwww

We celebrated my work tonight anf we diiiiid it wow i feel so good

Now it's time dor papa johns pizza philly steak :)

I am sad

Woke up this morning.  Had arguement. 

I am tired of .... Mmm never mind

I said get lost but that's normal reaction of every woman. He told me that I only invite them once. He never ever understands that this is just the stress. Not that i can't do it. Whatever... When you write it down, i downplay how hurt I am..

I will have a very sad day. 

Omg. I can hear him bubbling bla bla if you told him this. Thank god I can write in here.I said get lost snd he swore to me more and said whatever he could in that time frame. 

Anyway, life goes on. Today will also pass. What a life. 

I wish my last night dream would come true...

Thank you god for making me cry all day for whatever reason you find... 

I am starting to lose my respect for love... Probably there is not such a thing and as stupid as I always am, i wanted to believe in it

One more person vaccumed from my heart ...

I am amazed and at the same time assured about why the world is following this path of irrationality in middle east. It's not caused by the givernments. The issule lies within each household and the closed-minded, uneducated individuals that fills them. 

I read a lot of books and novels and I can see why westerners are what they are. 

Abyhow, this morning i laughed and felt sorry for beloved aunt which I eliminated from my heart. It feels so good. Less attachments means more brain cells staying alive ;) 

Thanks to "secret" and my new welcomed view of the world. 

I am enjoying it :)

1st snowflake of winter :)

It's been such a beautiful snowflaky day so far :) 

The 1st sign of winter showed off with small snowflakes ❄️❄️❄️❄️

I am on top of all my tasks. Got an interview for job tomorrow. Went to liberty village today and bouncedvaround EQ3 and kitchen stuff. Got myself an aromatic breath taking hazelnut coffee. Sitting in the car and enjoying my surrounding while having the sips of my coffee carefully. 

Secret is working and I am so thankful and ambitious 😊

My Cooking Page.

Today, I am starting to write a blog on cookings that I’ll do until the rest of 2015. My inspiration comes from the movie that I saw last night “Julie and Julia”.

I will the cooking recipes that my beautiful aunt sent me few years ago for my birthday. I will cook different kinds of chickens, vegetables, soups, fish, and salads. Eskipi you have always be so kind and truthful to me. You have always been the kindest mom and aunt that I could ever ask for. Having all these books made me want to start cooking from these right healthy recipes.

This page is dedicated to my ESKIPI. The inspiration comes from the movie “Julie and Juilia”. Thanks for existence and presence of some few people that make this world a better place, and giving some people like me to want to live life to the fullest.

And

All the hope and motivation to do this page and cook with this much passion goes to my baby PISHI.  The only love of my soul and my existence. Without you, none of these were possible. Without you, I wouldn’t be so inclined to open this page. God knows, I would never see all these beautiful things in this world (at least at this stage and phase of my life). Thanks for making me feel alive and making me a better person.

Let’s eat and laugh together in the coming year. We’ll have so much fun trying to bring love and warm food in cold summer days and nights.

LOVE YOU FOREVER MY LOVE.

And most important of all, all the credit goes to you my baby. YOU ARE THE ONLY REASON THAT I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE AND YOUTHFUL.

Toronto, Canada.  Nov. 12, 14

From now on, anything food related will be posted on my Cooking Page on this blog :)

Feeling awsome

Oh damn, just wrote a bunch and i clicked cancelled

Well, will try to summerize. 

Since I got back from Iran, i feel so relaxed, happy, hopeful, and alive. Things that I haven't felt all at once for many many years.

I love life and being alive and I wanna use this opportunity to enjoy it to the max and make the best out of it with my baby. Pls god help me to stay like this forever bit feels soooo so awsome to appreciate life and to enjoy it with my only love Pishi.