Shut the fuck up and keep it to yourself. Your partner does not have that capacity that you think he has. Stop telling him about how you feel at the moment.
He just fucking slaaaaaaamed the balcony door just because I used a word "No" In the middle of the conversation. He told me that he cares about my mental health about 2 hrs ago .
I love you universe. Know that I only have you and I count on you. I cannot count on any humans anymore. It's me and you. So, universe, please free me From all these stories and drama or take me away with you. Love you