Saturday, 30 October 2021

On my way to Lima

I am on the plane by myself flying to Peru to experience this yoga retreat journey.

I haven't gotten to Lima yet but I have been crying since I got on this place in Panama (lay over).
The first portion of the trip (toronto-panama city) was ok. I listened to relaxation music. The 2nd part, I cannot stop missing my baby. If I had the option to go back to Toronto tomorrow, trust me that I would.
I cannot wait to get to my hotel and let it out qnd cry for half an hr.

Since pishi dropped me off at the airport this morning, I had to play it strong in front of him. And then I was in public place up until now. My face and eye mask are all wet because I couldn't help but silently cry till I become alone in my room.

I cannot wait for this 21 days to pass. Some days are going to be really really hard but I have to either become strong or play it strong. Either way, it is a matter of survival.

Friday, 1 October 2021

Thoughts of quiting vaping

For the first time, just few minutes ago I thought about quiting vaping especially that I have started doing muay thai and am about to fly to Peru in 4 weeks.

I spend all these money to stay healthy mentally and physically. So I might as well stop vaping all together to live my healthiest life.

I never thought about quitting vaping but today this thought is the start of a new journey for me.
Now, I need to plan on how, define my boundaries and begin monitoring my progress.

The most important part is that I accept to quit which I am getting into it.

Dear universe, be my guide and my strength 🙏