We'll make it baby

I feel empty lunch time at work

It's lunchtime and I have been sitting in the car for the past hr and dreaming about my future and definitely not where I am standing now at ut....tree.

Day went well today at this client's home

Surprisingly lol.
But it is Thursday. It's after 3 days of struggling Haha...
And Mondays go back to another level.

But thankfully it was great

12 habits

Learning not to get stressed out

Today, I learned to relax and not be too much emotionally invested into this kid and family when I am at their home. And I feel a lot better.

Another fucked up morning at this kid's home

Whatever my supervisor and I did last week has gone back to ground zero.
Mom jumped in and that's it.
I need a reference for masters from my current t supervisor. Dont know what the fuck I should do

Brunch in Sarnia

Sunday morning .

Almost cried coming to this client home

Still at ut....tree
It's 8:14 am. Sitting in the living room of this client home waiting for the boy to come down stairs.
My hands are frozen. Not sure how today will look like. It feels like I have the weight of the world on my shoulder.

Toughest days of my life.

Fuck I can hear him from upstairs. He is awake.
I feel this is a punishment for something that I have done in the past in this life or the previous one.

Stay strong. These days should pass

Another strange day at a RA's house

This guy does not want to work ar all.
His mom said I should go there at 8 30.
I steps my feet in a huge dog poop and my socks became full of fog shit.
I listened to his crying for an hr and he did not work.
Mom asked me nicely to baby sit him and his brother.
Just texted our st and executive director and asked for a meeting because mom requested another supervision and only she knows it's so hard for all of us to be in this situation.
Dog bit me. :(

God help me.

Sunday night @ Wheat Sheaf

Pishi 20 wings
Pishoo Greek Plate

After watching "small foot" in movie theater we went here for beer and food

Magic & Martini

Saturday Night with Pishi

One Delicious Afghan Food Dish

@Royal Kebob Cousine last weekend on the way back from Scandinavian Spa

My work Environment at a Client's Home

UT... at client's home this morning

These are the toughest days of my life. I applied for a job at ut... hoping that it's gonna be a fantastic and new experience but I ended up in a home every morning with the shittiest kid. This morning he has a new bx.  He came downstairs with a fucking tablet, hid under the trampoline and totally stopped answering me and ran upstairs in his mom's room.
And I know in few minutes it's gonna be hell once he is downstairs to put on clothes and sit at the table.

It's so fucked up and I'm not gonna learn anything.
I sweat a lot at night everytime I wake up and think of going to his house in the morning.
God help me.
Fuck
I'm so tired and scared of what's to come in few minutes :(

Fall, Scandinavea Spa

Ba flipflope Lenge be lenge lol.