Feeling lonely

We are bunch of idiots in 21st century....

My friend's confession solved a mystery.... lol

Today, after a very honest conversation that i had with maral about her being happy, she texted me after 15 mins and confessed that what she did that day at high school was an act.....

Hmmmm... I 

What can i say!!!! I only know how that changed my heart and view and i paid a lot of price ..,

Anyway, i laughed at it and said that it's ok. But.... People have become bad....

Pishim, you are just one :c

Pishi,

I just want you to know how happy you have made me in this life. 

Your peace, your calmness, your maturity and strong shoulders have made one of the happiest girls in this world. 

Baby, thanks for being the best friend, thr best hudband and the best lover in the whole world. 

Thanks for giving back my childhood again. 

Last night when me, sara and noosh were walking back, i was so happy that i m gonna see u as i knew how happy u'll become when i tell u that i drank wine with my friends and had fun. I was not worried about coming home and having to explain myself. Thank you, thank you, thank you....

Asheghtam

Dinner with dad

It was gay pride yesterday. I have never gone to see their parade. Me and pishi went and watched the parade for 45 mins. It was ok. Nothing really special but it was nice to see them happy celebrating their freedom. 

Then we bought beer from queen's quay beer store and went home. My dad came  over around 7:30 pm. We drank and went to wheat sheaf and sat in the patio, had a pither, nachos, and ordred food. 

Pishi paid for the table and i got so proud :D

It was a pretty nice night. It was so much fun abd relaxing. 

( my mom is in iran that's why she is not mentioned)

I learned again tonight

We went to parham's b-day last night with my brother and his friends. 

I believe today is the day that i quit .....

It really affects my judgment when i do it under influence of alcohol. I become overtly nice and kind and cool

I am kind but i always have a distinctive discipline which get deteriorated when i drink and sm...,

1- wine id not my drink fir now

2- pre-determine how much ur planning to drink so it won't go out of hand

3- monitor ur actions. Think about ur words first and then spit them out ( specially when u realize that u r drunk)

      - i was very nice last night which i       don't like to look like that much of a cool girl   

4- quit - doing this does not match u. More than it gives u joy, it make u feel like shit all the time so i believe today is the day that i quit 

Grilled Fish

We are at wheat sheaf right now with pishim

I ordered grilled salmon for the first time yeeeeeeey soooooo exciteeeed

Thanks to this cholestrol lol. 

Me and pishim are having so much fun and we went to swimming today

Love u